Unfortunately, but semi out of sheer luck as well. I fell ill during my spring break. Yes ladies and gentlemen, that means that I stayed in bed for almost the entirety of my time off to relax. Yep. I know. It stinks. But life is life! And I guess relaxation is something I am not meant to do currently-so.....
What to tell you guys?
If you didn't guess today is Easter.
 Here's how my day went
6 am-wake up and get ready
6:45 am -Leave the house for church
7 am-Get to church and make pancakes for about 200 people. Just me and my sister made the pancakes (pre-made batter though of course)
8-10am: Serve food
10am-Go to church
12: Go home
12;15-Take nap
1:50-Wake up to family at my bedroom door.
Yep and now it's 8:11. People have just left the house and I'm in my sweat pants now. Oh yea. Liking the breeze folks. I'm not at all excited for tomorrow. It could be the fact that I know this month is going to be a killer. It's my last full month of college before finals. In addition, I have papers due for a program that I want to get into (of course, logically, it involves writing). I'm nervous as all get out's for this. Like literally (excuse me for my language and if this is TMI) but sharting in my pants 24/7 thinking about it. This program was the main reason why I choose to attend this college instead of any others in the neighborhood. But yeah. I'm nervous. I don't really feel like listing out all the other petty things I have going on because really-I doubt that any of you want to hear it and the last thing that I would want you to think this blog is, it's purpose, is for you the reader to feel sorry for me. Yeah-NO. So I'll just leave you with some photo's of my Easter Sunday outfit.



PLUS SIZE rant:
Almost my entire look is from Forever 21 (Sweet I know). This is the first time though that I bought something in plus size there. I hated just the idea of going into the plus size corner. I was such a brat. Seriously, I was cussing up a storm. My mom was willing to pay for my dress if I would go into the plus size section. For some odd reason, I think that it's kinda diminishing towards my 'ego' to even look at plus size clothes. Yes. I realize that I'm not a size 2 or even 8. But hey. When I think of plus size I think of Free Willy (i'm sorry if that offends anyone but that is the honest truth). Yes, I may stick too many chocolates into my mouth at times but I'm not eating butter by the stick or binging on doughnuts every day. No. So why should I have to go into this section that looks baggy on me still? Don't think so. Honesty, I just felt offended that it looked well on me and that I had to go into the section as it was. Does anyone else have this problem? I feel as if I'm a loner here. And I never see anyone in the plus size section at Forever 21. NEVER. Yes, maybe a skinny girl is on accident there and then realizes that nothing is her size there and leaves. But I go shopping at the largest mall in america and have never seen one girl buy clothes here. Is there some kind of secret order we females have implied to ourselves and others that we can't look/buy plus size clothes? Is this just me being weird. I embrace my body for how it is at the moment. But I do not want to embrace the fact that I'm a girl with so call 'curves'. That's not how I see it. Tell me what you Think. Really. I want to know how you feel about curves; whether you're a skinny or curvy girl. Lay it ON me. Be blunt. Tell the truth!

             Until next time,

  Lately, there has been a lot of drama in my life. With midterms in full swing this has caused a lot of stress in my life, which is most likely not needed. I would consider myself to be a forgiving person. With that said, I thought this song that I cover "Stay" by Riannah fit perfectly with what is going on in my life. I'm not going to go too in depth with it or name any one's name. I'm not that kind of person. I've been feeling really restless lately. Call me crazy but when it comes to friendships I want to be 'active' in it. Something has to be happening. I want to be able to communicate with you and know how you're life is. If I see you in public, I want to be able to be not only willing, but happy to see your face and asking/having an interest in your life. That being said, what I did to 're-activate' this friendship didn't go to well. I had been waiting for months wondering if I had done something wrong. Feeling that I got the short end of the deal, I decided there was no point in trying anymore. Too many hurtful messages had been exchanged and no one was getting the response/answer they wanted. So, irrationally, I decided it was best to just cut them out. I realize now what I did was wrong. I was hurt at the time and I thought that it was the most logical explanation/reasoning. Maybe I felt like I was giving them 'payback' for what they did to me. Showing them that I wanted to make them feel like crap as well. I truly though, now, regret doing so. I've done this before to people-the whole running when things get tough. No one really taught me how I'm suppose to handle situations when things fall apart. I consider myself to be a very proactive person, so hence, things don't typically fall apart: I'm the one that fixes it all. But, as life has shown me brutally, not all problems can be fixed (or that it will take time, who knows yet). Again, I regret what I did. Maybe I did it for attention-like "Hello, remember me? I exist". Call it childish or even idiotic but at the time, it didn't feel so. I'm not one to regret things too often. I just roll life with the punches. This punch hit me fairly hard. To the people I have hurt recently, I'm truly sorry. I understand that you're mad and you have every right to be. I hope that you will take this song and this post as a justification for my actions. I realize that forgiveness is all but realistic now. I appreciate all the time and fun we've had together and I hope for the best for the future ahead of you.
As always,
Sabrina

I've been changing a lot in life. And to go with this flow of new things I decided it was best to "re-vamp" my youtube channel as well as the blog. What do you guys think? Do you like it? If there are any improvements tell me what you want to see more of!
As always please go visit my youtube channel and I hope you are all having a wonderful day!
xoxoxo
Sabrina
www.youtube.com/theprincessfusion

 
Job interviews can be daunting. We've all been through it before. The nervousness of what to wear. Trying to smile enough to show that you are in deed the bomb.com, having your hair curled perfectly, and of course remembering to go to the bathroom. It's tricky but it can also be fun. Today, I had the lovely opportunity have going to an interview to work at the Loft. I am super excited to be working there! That means new clothes and getting the chance to work with women. I don't know about you, but I thrive on helping every single person find that perfect outfit that shows them off for their special occasion. I hope that I have fun working at the Loft-from what my friends have told me-they love it! You might seem a lot of pictures in the future of me wearing their clothes. Just know that I'm not getting paid to promote their clothes. I just find them to be practical, chic, and great staple pieces. Of course, during the interview I wore one of my favorite holiday shirts from the Loft. It's such a great staple piece with an exta va va voom. You know me though! I always love sparkle :)
Well duty calls and I should probably start hitting the books again! Hope you guys are getting ready for spring-I know I am!

Until next time,

This past week, I've been noticing a big trend in my life. Freaky, I know. I don't know if I had a revelation about the world or society as a whole, or if it just contains to my personal life. I'll let YOU be the judge if that. So here it goes
I've noticed that lately people, including myself, will do whatever it takes to get what they want. Maybe it's that hot senior guy in class. You will dress up on those days you go to class, take that extra 15 minutes to prep, and get the balls to talk,laugh, get his number. Others will try to revive old friendships, acting like a crazy loon and texting, sending Skype requests, sub tweeting for their attention, and Facebook messaging them hoping you'll hear the bing from your mailbox. For love people will do crazy things as well. Having sex on the first or second date, compromising and saying that being friends with benefits is ok, sexting, Internet dating, and blindly not seeing others flaws because you're simply in love with them and all that you see is perfection. The same can be said for school, people work their asses off and forget about the fun in life. All their time and dedication is put onto a piece if paper, which at times, is shot back in the face with despair and rejection.
We do it all, or have, or will, at some point in time. There is that one thing that makes you tick. You will climb mountains. Do anything to achieve this magical realm of candy and kingdoms. I'm still trying, everyday, to comprehend why people will put their own image/reputation on the line for this.
I guess that's the joy if college. And life. Learning day by day more about yourself and the world around you. What makes you tick, what nags you, and your passions. They all are becoming more and more clear as time goes on. Your likes and dislikes become well known for not only your taste buds now, but for the world around you as well.

It's march. Finally. Alleluia. Praise be to God. You get the deal. Living in Minnesota, I find it to be a challenge to look fashionable and stay warm. So having it be March means springtime-right?!? Guess the weather doesn't have a calender and isn't up to date like I'd hoped. Instead I'm stuck wearing pants. Ew-right?!? Am I the only one who feels so happy when I get the opportunity to wear a dress?!? It makes my DAY. I feel so much more productive in a frilly cute outfit. Cheesy and sad, I know. I'm crossing my fingers that this spell is almost over. After all, there was that ground hog that woke up, and .....yeah I have no idea how that correlates to the weather but it does. Spring will be coming and that means more posts of my looks because it won't be cold =I'll be more attractive looking than the usual. Hope you're as excited as I am friends :)

PS: Do you like this urban chic pic I took? I felt like such a bad-ass. Silly I know, but it's the little things in life that make things fun. More pictures/photography are on its way from my weekend adventures. In the mean time though feel free to look on my instagram (If you forgot my username is Beanerbelles). Well I have to go and study-BLAH-but I hope you guys are doing well. Are there any trends that you are excited for? If so-what?!?


Until next time,